Susan Dimmock 18th December 2009

CHRISTMAS BELLS ARE RINGING AT EVERY CORNER STORE PRETTY LIGHTS ARE GLEAMING LIKE ALL THE YEARS BEFORE BUT THE LIGHT THAT USED TO SHINE IN US AND BRING US JOY AND CHEER HAS GONE AWAY FOR GOOD IT SEEMS NOW THAT YOU ARNT HERE ALL THE WORDS OF THE CHRISTMAS SONGS WE USED TO LOVE TO SING THEY USED TO MAKE US HAPPY NOW SORROW IS ALL THEY BRING EVERYTHING REMINDS US THAT YOU HAVE GONE AWAY IT HURTS TOO MUCH REMEMBERING THOSE HAPPY CHRISTMAS DAYS MAYBE SOMEDAY WELL SMILE AGAIN MAYBE WELL EVEN SING MAYBE WELL EVEN FEEL LIKE JOINING IN WHEN WE HEAR THE CAROLS SUNG MAYBE WELL LOOK AT PICTURES OF CHRISTMASES PAST WITH YOU AND THANK GOD FOR THE MEMORIES AND THE TIME WE SPENT WITH YOU MAYBE THAT WILL HAPPEN SOMEDAY BUT IT WONT BE THIS YEAR WE WILL GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS BUT IT WILL BE HARD TO FEEL ANY HOLIDAY CHEER WELL SMILE ON THE OUTSIDE ALTHOUGH ITS HARD TO DO BUT ON THE INSIDE WELL BE CRYING CAUSE OUR HEARTS ARE MISSING YOU WE HOPE YOUR CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN IS FLL OF PEASE AND LOVE AND IF WE LISTEN VERY CLOSE CAN YOU GIVE US A SIGN FROM ABOVE JUST A LITTLE SOMETHING TO LET US KNOW YOUR OK AND THAT EVEN THOUGH YOUR GONE YOUR NOT SO FAR AWAY HAVE A LOVELY CHRISTMAS WITH THE ANGELS SHAUN MISSING YOU LOADS LOVE MUM AND DAD XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX